Tired
Feeling a little desperate, a lot of regret, and fully incompetant to do anything about it. I wish I didn’t put myself in such a situation. Looking back, did I just act as a slave for more money? Most probably. Vanity has gotten the better end.
For every good thing I receive, it seems I must endure ten times the misfortune to compensate for it. Is it really worth it to have suffer ten times more for a little favour? Or is it better to just live a mundane, pathetic and sad life with no highlights or major suffering? I don’t know.
Please rely on yourself. Because everywhere you go, the world continues to hate you.
Where do you go when you have nowhere to run to? What do you do to escape the feeling of helplessness that is rooted deep within you?
Because I’m just a coward who’s running away.
Dorian Tsai Said,
April 7, 2007 @ 12:40 am
Konichiwa Rain-chan,
This would explain your “running away” comment on MSN.
Well, in dealing with this feeling of unhappiness, I probably deal with it quite differently than you. I have 3 solutions.
1) Actually *DO* the work, to ease my worry. Getting it done. It’s the best solution there ever was.
2) Sometimes, I can’t focus because I have too much energy, or too little energy. I find that by doing something active (like running around the house shouting and jumping, and creating general chaos for home-users everywhere) is a helpful way of stabilizing oneself.
3) Watching anime….. ooo… this is the temporary solution….
Rain Said,
April 7, 2007 @ 12:44 am
*should to work should do work should do work*
man I hate lab reports D: